2017: A New Years Message

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A year ago to this day I posted a New Years message. It was a message that I myself had just recently learned. I spoke of the strength of who Jesus is. How HE is big enough for all the pain that has ever and ever will be.

I posted it and a very close friend of mine spoke of how much it had meant to her, how the things I had spoken of had blessed her due to the hard year she had had. I was so happy and excited for her.

I was so glad that the post had helped even one person, especially my best friend. I thought contentedly that the post had done the Lord’s purpose, helped my friend.

And, in my human nearsightedness, I thought it had completed it’s mission and that the things I had spoken of had served their complete purpose.

But little did I know that the words I had written would become incredibly poignant to me over the next year.

In February my parents separated. We didn’t see it coming. It was unexpected. And it was hard in ways that you wouldn’t expect.

This year felt like death so many times. And, in truth, I think that it was in a way.  We died as we were. And it hurt like hell. Hundreds and hundreds of hours of pain and sadness and anger. Battles with hate and bitterness, fear, depression, and anxiety for the future. It has been so bitterly hard. 

But the Lord was with us the whole way. AND HE WAS ENOUGH. Jesus WAS and IS enough for the pain, the fear, the hurt. 

This past year often times victory was simply believing that God loved me. And that was the best I could do. It was hard to have faith, it was hard to believe, it was hard to hope. 

But, Jesus brought me through it all. Stronger, and in some unbelievable way, more peaceful and content than before. 

This past year has truly taught me the lesson I wrote of last year. And I am sure every year comes during my life will continue to teach me this lesson. 

In 2017 I have, to and extent, learned to rest in Jesus and realize that He is enough for everything awful. In 2018 I want to learn to hope. Hope with more strength, joy, and belief than ever before.

Hope is something of miracle in and of itself. Hope, even if the dream you are hoping towards doesn’t occur when you want or ever at all, still gives you a gift. And I want it. I want every blessing the Lord wants to give me. And hope is one of those blessings. Sothis 2018 I am making no resolutions. I am merely hoping to hope.

2017 has been so hard, but good. So painful, but necessary. So awful, but so, so much of a blessing. I thank the Lord for it. For us, 2017 was the death of the people we were, the wrong beliefs we held, and the painful monotony of our lives. 

But 2018 will be a year of discovering the people we are and will be, for learning to truths to believe in, and for finding the rhythm of a healthy, God blessed life.

For 2018 I am choosing to hope. I will live with hope and belief that this year is going to be a year of beautiful, bursting life. Hope that God has never and will never abandon us. Hope that tomorrow will be even better than today.

” ‘Hope‘ is the thing with feathers –
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words –
And never stops – at all –
And sweetest – in the Gale – is heard –
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm
I’ve heard it in the chillest land –
And on the strangest Sea –
Yet – never – in Extremity,
It asked a crumb – of me.”
–Emily Dickinson
So, to 2017, I say goodbye. Thank you for the blessings you’ve held, even if they sometimes hurt. To 2018, I say hello. I can’t wait to see the fulfillment of my hopes in you. 
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The Twelve Movies of Christmas

The Twelve Movies of Christmas

Hey, guys! I know that for my family finding the perfect holiday film can be hard. The days before Christmas can be stressful with the hustle and bustle, so when you finally get a chance to relax you don’t want to spend it searching for a movie to watch!

So, as my Christmas gift to you, here is a list of twelve wonderful movies your family will love! I have broken them into three categories for your ease of browsing!

Drama is for those of you who like movies that are deep, faith-building, and tear increasing!

Funny & Witty are movies for y’all who just want to have fun! And if there’s a few good messages along the way? Why not! 

Light & Heartwarming is for folks who aren’t looking for deep and profound films or unstoppable laughter. These movies are for those of you just want a pleasant, 90 minute diversion to sparkle their evening up.

WARNING: I am not responsible or legally bound to reimburse or insure against any disaster such as but not limited to: water damage induced by excessive tears, stomach aches caused by exorbitant laughter, and possibly even superfluous amounts of heartwarming fluff.  

P.S. I know the Twelve Days of Christmas don’t start until Christmas day. I just couldn’t pass up the opportunity for a clever post title! 🙂

P.P.S. Movies in no particular order of my favorites. Just alphabetical. 

Okay, enough P.S.’s! Onto the movies! XD

DRAMA

FUNNY & WITTY

LIGHT & HEARTWARMING


A note on content—Several of these movies have some objectionable content in them. I especially don’t recommend watching While You Were Sleeping without looking it up first and knowing what you’re doing. And, as a disclaimer, I am not insuring the cleanliness of these movies to anyone. People have their own standards, so if you’re interested in one-look it up. 🙂 

Alright y’all, this’ll be my last post before Christmas and possibly in December. I hope you all have an amazing time during this holiday season and have a very, Merry Christmas!

What are some of your favorite Christmas movies? Have you seen any of the above? Send me a comment, I love to chat!

Christmas Hymn Spotlight

Greetings, everyone! I hope you are having a lovely Sunday, I am! So this year for Christmas, my mom is having each of us kids study a classic Christmas hymn. Mine is It Came Upon a Midnight Clear. I decided I would share a few of my thoughts on it with you all as it is that time of the year. 🙂 

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Lyrics:
It came upon the midnight clear,
That glorious song of old,
From angels bending near the earth,
To touch their harps of gold
“Peace on the earth, goodwill to men
From heavens all gracious King!”
The world in solemn stillness lay
To hear the angels sing.

Still through the cloven skies they come,
With peaceful wings unfurled
And still their heavenly music floats
O’er all the weary world
Above its sad and lowly plains
They bend on hovering wing,
And ever o’er its Babel sounds
The blessed angels sing.

O’ ye beneath life’s crushing load,
Whose forms are bending low,
Who toil along the climbing way
With painful steps and slow
Look now, for glad and golden hours
Come swiftly on the wing
Oh rest beside the weary road
And hear the angels sing.

For lo the days are hastening on,
By prophets seen of old,
When with the ever-circling years
Shall come the time foretold,
When the new heaven and earth shall own
The Prince of Peace, their King,
And the whole world send back the song
Which now the angels sing.

Most people, including me, know the first stanza pretty well. But, I have never really focused on the words of the following stanzas, I didn’t grow up singing hymns at church so it wasn’t a large part of my life. I love many Christmas hymns, carols, and songs, but It Came Upon a Midnight Clear wasn’t one of those. In fact, for quite a while, I was mildly annoyed by it for some unnamed reason.

However, when I started going over the second through fourth stanzas I was a bit blown away. It Came Upon a Midnight Clear had so much more to it than I thought. I would imagine that if I were to look into more of the classic hymns I would find that to be a common theme.

One thing my mom also wanted us to do was specifically pick out the names of Jesus in our hymns. It Came Upon a Midnight Clear doesn’t have anywhere near as many names of Jesus as some other carols and hymns do, but it does have one instance of Prince of Peace (one of my favorites of Jesus’s names) and two uses of King.

I love that it speaks of two promises, covenants, prophesies-whatever you want to call them. The first promise is in the first three stanzas. This part speaks of Jesus’s birth. This is the fulfillment of many prophecies, hopes, years. I mean, think about it, the Jewish people have been waiting for HUNDREDS of years. This beautiful, precious baby is what their hope and faith has been resting on. How amazing is that? 

Then, after the first three stanzas comes the fourth-cause it would be weird if the fifth came next, right? 😛 This one speaks of Jesus’s second coming, the new heaven and earth, and an eternity of peace and joy. I like this stanza best. Not because Jesus’s birth isn’t important or beautiful, but because an eternity of joy is ahead of me and I cannot wait! What a promise, am I right?  

I am so glad I took the time to look over this song fully and with new eyes. It has beautiful meaning. Hopeful meaning. Meaning that matters! 

What about y’all? What’s your favorite Christmas carol or hymn? Tell me all about it! I love to chat! 🙂